I appreciate you sharing your journey with us. But I'm concerned that you title your article "The Great Lie" (which seems to be a reference to Christianity) and yet I don't see anywhere in your article where you prove that Christianity is a lie.
You seem to write respectfully about CS Lewis, even though you "wanted more" than what he offered. Okay. But did Lewis lie? If so, what specifically were his lies?
Most importantly... did Jesus lie?
Again, you're free to pursue your own journey. But to call (or imply) that Christianity is a lie - thus (suggesting at least by implication) that those who follow Christianity are either duped by the lie or complicit with it - seems (at least to me) neither helpful nor fair.